Tuesday, June 24, 2008
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I dont know how to explain this feeling, sure I have LOTS of friends (I know you guys are always there for me), sure I have the craziest and wackiest family, sure ako na yung pinaka cheerful na tao, just that I feel so empty and null. That feeling at the end of the day, after your last class and you walk yourself home... alone.
It's not that really that bad, but you know ang dami dami kong time pero wala akong kasama. I spend X hours in front of the computer doing nothing. pathetic, pero ganun talaga eh. So naiisip i ko, I should join an org or whatever. I received invites from different oraganizations; from acad to sociocivic and even from greek societies. Nag-consult na ako sa parents ko about joining, they're ok with the idea, wag lang daw magpa dalos dalos sa mga decisions. So I guess my first task is to find an organization nag magfi-fit talaga sakin. there are so many sleepless nights dahil pinag-isipan at tinimbang ko talaga ito. turned down great offers at nakapag decide na ako.. Im joining an organization! ayoko munang sabihin kung anong klaseng org sya, although some of you ay meron nang idea. so there, that should keep me busy. lol/ |
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