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Saturday, February 16, 2008 •

I’ll make this quick.

Ininvite ako ng friend ko sa dating thing last Tuesday. Curiosity + Persuasion = GO. Nung nalaman ng mga friends ko na kasali ako, lahat sila na-excite. First date amp.

1st guy – friendly and nice. Buti nalang sha nauna dahil madaldal sya, dahil dun nawala yung kaba ko. He’s from Rural, so medyo nag compare lang kami ng schools namin.
Verdict; fun to be with, but not my type.

2nd guy – the easiest guy to talk to. Mainly because bago nag start yung date proper, magkakasama na kami at nag-aasaran. So parang naging formal na pagmi-meet namin yung date. We were laughing the entire time.
Verdict; friend-friend

3rd guy - among the guys, sha lang ata yung sumeryoso nung date thing. Sa kanya ko lang na-feel na 'date' ito.
verdict: No.

4th guy - cutie! snobbish tho. Nahirapan ako makipag-usap sa kanya, kasi hindi talaga sya nagsasalita masyado. Nalaman nalang namin na may something kami in common. Voila! ha ha ha
verdict: :)

5th guy - mucho macho. Sabi nya ang cute daw ng names namin. ok?! Basically ang pinag-usapan namin ay yung tungkol sa frat nya, dahil brods sila ng uncle ko.
verdict: ayos lang..

6th guy - Jolly and uber friendly. natatawa ako sa kanya actually...
verdict: friend-friend

7th guy - NO COMMENT

8th guy - he's okay, nice and friendly. Crush pala sya ng blocmates ko. Basically ang pinag-usapan namin ay tungkol sa Acads and sa Profs dahil parehas kami ng course. Tas nag joke sha about something.. powch. basta.
verdict: friend!

9th guy - sabi ng friend ko, sya ang cutest. Mostly yung school nya ang pinag-usapan namin and yung course nya.
verdict: friend!

Another reason why I joined this thing is para masanay ko yung sarili ko in talking sa opposite sex. As you all know, scarce ang guy buds ko. I'm not looking for a romantic relationship, not now... I want friends okay?! It was fun! Na-enjoy ko yung experience, and yun naman ung mas importante di ba? So there... :)

Saturday, February 09, 2008 •

an exerpt from my phlo analysis.

REASON vs. INNOCENCE

... With innocence, there is absolute freedom and purity; you are free to do anything because you are untroubled or even oblivious...

We always wish of going back in time hoping to escape from this life full of complexities.

you were once happy with the simplest of things, you may not have everything because probably you don't even know what's there outside your world and yet you are happy. When you grow up, you go outside the comforts of your family. You go to school, meet new people, learn new things and then you’ll seek for more. You’ll want to go to different places, meet new people, learn everything and you won’t stop 'till you get tired and weary. Only to discover that you’re life has gotten complicated and your problems are piling up. then you'll wish to escape from all of these...

With reason, there is infinite curiosity. There is forever longing for an answer to every question and forever searching for the unknown. Yes in the long run, answers to these questions will give you peace and comfort. But Science nor Math can't answer everything. And if one day you'll be able to find answers to these questions, you will seek for more and more and you just won't stop. and this cycle in search for knowledge is what makes your life complicated...

sabaw. I know.

Saturday, February 02, 2008 •

they still can't get me out of their systems.

Love me or hate me, its still an obsession.
Love me or hate me, that is the question.
If you love me then Thank you!
If you hate me then fuck you!

Acually, I wanna thank you guys... kayo nag-inspire sakin na magbago, and I'm lovin' the new me.
and I'm still going to shine!

xoxo