Sunday, March 30, 2008 •

I'm officialy back here in QC, tho I still have to make few visits to LB to pass some requirements and get some documents. I cannot believe that it’s almost over; May tendency kasi ako mag-enjoy when things are approaching the end. Ha ha. Whatever Kaye.

I don’t want to transfer because life there is wonderful, simple and laid back. The place is very intimate, halos lahat ng tao magkakakilala or kahit paano connected. Tatanggapin ka nila kung sino ka, hindi mo kailangan na i-present yung sarili mo, you can go to school with your pambahay and its perfectly normal. No day is like the other, everyday is special and full of surprises/challenges and I want to expand my horizon and broaden my experiences. Being there made me appreciate the life I have here, made me stand alone, without my parents to guide me. I made lots of friends, enjoyed every bit of my stay there. Also, there are people here that I never really want to see EVER again.

I want to transfer for practical reasons, school is just an ikot ride away from home at sobrang magiging magastos pag nagtagal pa ako dun. Madami akong na-mimiss na events kapag andun ako, family gathering, special occassions, reunion with my HS friends, etc. I want to reunite with my friends; although I understand na may mga sarili na kaming buhay ngayon and things will never be the same, but you know it’ll be easier to hang out with them if I’m also there.

I’m okay either way.

The thing in LB is that things will change kahit na ano mangyari, whether I transfer or not. maghihiwa-hiwalay din kami ng mga tao na nakasama ko at naging mahalaga sa college life ko. No more pangangapit-bahay when Dan is sleeping, to Steph’s room to heat water, to Joyce’s para makipag-daldalan with Joyce and Mich. No more Sheen to visit me just to check if I’m okay, no more Stine, Aprille, Yam, Gellie, Mik, Nami, etc. na magpapatawa/makikipagkwntuhan sakin pag malungkot ako. It’s the simple things that I’ll miss. I still don’t know kung makakalipat kami nila Joyce and Dan, sila yung mga naging close ko talaga in college and I want to be with them, in LB or Diliman.

ang year na ito ang craziest year ng buhay ko; full of ups and downs. I’m thankful for all the people who stayed with me. :)

written at 4:13 AM